Let's try a little english

I'm bored, very bored...so i thought i'd write something.
Why in english? simple: it's more expressive.
So....searching for a subject...let's talk about rejected or fucked up relations?...neah to corny...
let's talk about sex, drugs, alcohol and smokes.... i'm not a fuckin' rapp king...
let's talk about life... i'm a romainian... al i can say about life is that it's shitty..
let's talk about cars and motorbikes or other things that go on gasoline and produce pure adrenaline?..
This is simple: get a car, fill it up with pure, high quality gasoline, go on an straight and long piece of asphalt and fuck the gas pedal... 1st... clutch...2nd ...clutch...3rd...clutch....4th...clutch...5th...clutch....6th.. hold on for dear life and hope you don't hit anything ... this is way to simple...
let's talk about....i don't fuckin' know what....let's talk about things that make fucked up people like me smile!....that always makes someone happy :))
So...things that make me smile..it's simple i apreciate something..made with passion or just stumbled upon..for example i fuckin love sunsets over de city...and sunrises over the sea the're always different..always there...and always special in some kind of way... it really doesn't matter if you are sobber or not...if u are angry or not....it's just there everyday...(for eternity i hope)..
Another thing is the pure fuckin' adrenaline u get from killing a car....driving it like you stole it...it's just that pure feeling of you fuckin' the clutch and killing the tires...it's absolutely almost as better as a good long night of sex...
...about sex..fuckin' like a horny animal doesn't make me smile... that's bullshit...making love sounds better....you and her...you're night...you're thoughts....it's just...i don't know how to say it :-?? ... it's just special...
last thing that makes me smile....the pure magic of having a smoke with someone u know....talking...cursing....joking...smoking...it's just fun..and makes u feel good :)
that's enough for 2day....i'm goin' for a smoke.